Wednesday, March 15, 2017

sem break yang seronok

Alhamdulillah I've survived my second year of mbbs programme, and truth to be told, it was one hell of a year!
So I'm going to be a Year 3 student in less than 2 months time! Don't know what should I feel, but Kak Nad (one of my seniors who also happens to be my housemate) said that Year 3 onwards are so much better than preclinicals. More free time and more practical involvements and undeniably, more dramas.
My professional 2 exam was held for 3 days, and I didn't think I did well in my OSPE paper but that's okay, I am grateful enough to pass the examination and will improve my results in clinical years, inshaaAllah.

So, holidays, urm I got a job at a mini mart but not for a long time because of certain circumstances (no transportation and stuffs)
Other than that, I am a young, wild and free woman! Hahah.
I loveee holidays because I've ample time to sharpen my cooking skills hashtag bakal isteri mithali.

Also I'm doing a small business, selling ice creams and sandwiches, and alhamdulillah once again, people love my products!
I put my sandwiches and ice creams at any shops that are willing to accept it and,
One of my biggest achievement for the past 1 week is, a company located in Klang bought 100 sticks of my ice cream and time tu macam wow aku businesswoman berjaya beb, oklah nak sewa kedai kosong sekarang gak.

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This one is aiskrim sumi, you can google the recipe. So easy to make but so high in calories tak berani nak makan banyak.
I also make aiskrim bandung, jagung, milo, sirap and upcoming issss aiskrim cendol. Next week kot nak start aiskrim cendol.
Imagine in this hot weather, letak pulak kat kedai kedai runcit berhampiran kawasan sekolah, masyuk beb hahahah! Ni apa ni riak ke apa
Tapi ok lah untuk isi masa lapang and getting extra incomes so that I can buy stethoscope and other med equipments for my clinical years.
Stethoscope je dah RM300++ belum campur lain lain lagi :(

And, I also have this thought to become an anonymous writer.
I don't want to reveal my real name.
Should I go with it or not?
Ok lah nanti fikir.
Bye for now! :)

Monday, January 23, 2017

Unofficially 22

22 seemed like an enormous number when I was still a high school kid.
At that moment I used to believe that whoever has reaches the age 20 is matured enough to make their own decisions,
Big enough to go out without their parents' permission anywhere and anytime they want,
Suitable age to get married,
The age where you never cry if something bothers you, you'll just pat yourself on the shoulder and life goes on.
Kiranya macam dah dewasa sangat lah.

Surprisingly, when I reach this age, everything is contrary to my previous beliefs haha!

Anyway, the starting days of 2017, weren't really good.

Have you ever experienced this?
You feel that you've performed all out to finish some projects, undergoing sleepless nights, you sacrifice a lot of time, dah lah terlepas tengok Lara Aishah, and then...some other people who are not even close to you, suddenly ask for your "projects", and you just cannot say no to them, and then, they get credited for the projects that at first, was your idea?

If I said no in the first place, was I being stingy? Or do I have the rights to actually be stingy?
This bothers me a lot :/
I am 22 and I still cannot say NO.
I want to do good deeds, I tried to be sincere when handling "it" to that person, but there's like a rock worth a tonne on my chest which blocks my sincerity.
And whenever we met, I couldn't help but saying "yes ok boleh je" with a smile engraved but a hypocritical one, with a hope that that person would sense my ungenuineness.


Despite all the negativity that I've encountered,
I'm so thankful I have my housemates to cheer me up sebab semua lawak lawak :D
I love them girls :')

By the way, I'm reaching my last days in Year 2 before proceeding with Semester 2 exams.
(Sekarang tengah study week)
Shortly after that, I'll be sitting for my Professional Exam 2.
Which is the exam that'll determine whether I am qualified to enter Year 3 or not.
Year 3 is once again, a new beginning and a new chapter of life, since it's my clinical year.
Kena pergi hospitals, kena drive, kena banyak independent, kena communicate a lot dgn patients and so on.
I have to go to either HTAR Klang / Hospital Kajang / Hospital Sungai Buloh based on the postings.
I think in Year 3 there'll be Pediatrics, OnGs, Surgery. (kot)
Hmm IDK, still feeling blurry with year 3
For now on, have to focus on Year 2 exams first!

And lagi satu,
I am soooo curious why our government choose to spend money on skyscrapers and weird projects rather than giving funds to needy students like us?
Kata doktor kurang tapi tak nak fund.

Peliknya Malaysia ni :')